Feel all the Feels

The past few days I have been miserable.  Feeling miserable, behaving miserably to the people around me (in spite of being abundantly aware of my miserable self).

Pissy.  Short tempered.  Impatient.

Not a whole lot of fun for anyone in my world, me included.

So, like anyone, I've been trying to figure out WHY my mood is so effing gross.

Flex. Repeat.

Feeling grateful is not "natural" for me.

I'm a worrier.  If there was an award for building theoretical worst-case scenarios out of every damn snag that presents itself in this life, I would have a brag-wall full of gold medals.